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Saturday, September 8th, 2007
9:39 pm
I feel like I am no longer "good" at math. I'm humbled by the likes of mark spindler and ricky biggs. I like four things in life that I feel have job opportunity, and I think I'm good at MAYBE two of them. The things I like are Math, Poetry, Music, and Poker. I think I'm good at poetry and poker. No one I know outside of my circle of poker friends would want me to pursue a life of gambling for a living, as far as I know, and poetry is a rough business.

I don't know what to do.

Leave some advice if you want, anonymous if you wish.
Monday, July 9th, 2007
1:14 pm
I've lost 45 pounds since february. The remarkable thing is 24 of them were in the last month.
Saturday, March 10th, 2007
8:20 am
going "home" in a matter of hours
Tuesday, January 9th, 2007
5:43 pm
sad face/happy face. almost time to go back
Thursday, December 28th, 2006
6:48 pm

Taking five classes, may drop one early, depending.

21229: Set Theory Schimmerling
21259: Calc in 3D Mihai
21373: Algebraic Structures Bohman
21484: Graph Theory Mackey
80211: Logic Math Inquiry Mumma

One of my classes is in scaife. does anyone know where that is?
Wednesday, December 20th, 2006
4:38 pm
A million exploding suns
So I've been back home for a day. I saw alex and alison yesterday which was good. However, being home is very depressing. I have only four friends here anymore and only one of them was my good friend in high school. One of them still lives here, two of them are going to be living out of the country soon(again for one of them), and as far as things look so far, I'll probably only hang out with the two I've already hung out with. I really want to see mike before I leave though. I've lost a lot of friends here, and I don't know why. Some of them weren't surprising losses, some were, and about two were HUGE surprises. Those two girls have huge vendettas against me it seems. They won't talk to me on aim, they pretty much act like I don't exist. Is it a coincidence that these two are girls? I miss talking to Dave about metal, hip hop, and life. If I was a bad person back then, someone just fucking tell me, shit, tell me if I'm a bad person now. if you are on the friends list, please see the next friends-only post.
Monday, November 6th, 2006
5:21 pm
Sunday, October 15th, 2006
7:58 pm
this actually makes me shed a tear
On my twentieth birthday, hearings begin in which Canadian Pot Activist Marc Emery and two others may eventually face life sentences in a US prison. I bought a t shirt to protest. I have spoken to Marc before, and he is a great hero of mine.

Monday, October 2nd, 2006
1:22 pm
stolen from hvincent
stolen from hvincent;
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Sunday, May 28th, 2006
12:32 am
today's my birthday. I got an ipod video for it from my mom and dad :-)
Monday, April 24th, 2006
10:16 am
I can't figure out how to finish this
I can't. been trying sooooooo hard. I'll keep trying of course, but, meh.

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Monday, January 30th, 2006
7:35 pm
There goes my future as an elbow model...
xrays from today

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this last ones the best

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Tuesday, January 24th, 2006
8:40 am
man I'm hungry. There's some winter gala thing this friday. I wonder if there will be dancing?
Sunday, January 15th, 2006
7:37 am
so because of the weather, I will be arriving fashionably late for my second semester. meaning, tomorrow night or afternoon or whatever.
Wednesday, January 11th, 2006
6:20 pm
I found this on google. everything below is copy-and-pasted

Seeing this make the rounds of livejournal and finding it quite intriguing, I decided to make my own entry as well. I've turned off IP logging and enabled anonymous posting. Livejournal won't let you allow anonymous posting on friends-only entries even if you're logged in, so this one is going public, at least for awhile.

Now to the point of this whole entry - everyone has something they want to say that they would never admit to anyone if they had to put their face behind it. Nearly everyone has some secret that they wish they could tell, but don't want to be thought of differently by friends or family, or risk being seen as strange or weird. Even if you don't, maybe there's something - revelation or even a bit of gossip - you've known for years but never had anyone to tell it to. It doesn't have to be something serious, but it's okay if it is. Confess, reveal, just let it out. No one ever has to know it's you.

Comments on the responses, whether with your name or anonymous themselves, are encouraged, but no matter what is said, no mocking or rude comments will be tolerated.
Thursday, January 5th, 2006
9:29 pm
new userpic. ADD out of control. for those who don't know(probably everyone reading), the new picture is of the best possible hand in my favorite game, kansas city lowball. This is also the worst possible hand in most other poker games.
5:07 pm
I miss everyoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

I'm going to go write and record. look for an awesome track with me and my brother soon. he rocks at guitar. I'll post the lyrics once I write them.,

EDIT: not that anyone cares, but I'm going to try to use less electronincs tonight. Thus, I am going to read the will to power, and possibly meditate, and possibly write.
Sunday, January 1st, 2006
12:27 am
here is the working, correct link: http://www.acidplanet.com/artist.asp?PID=708581&T=2421
Saturday, December 31st, 2005
10:26 pm
So, here is a horrible recording. Tell me whatcha think.


EDIT: I fucked it up, don't listen yet, it's muted or something
7:47 pm
I will absolutely record the vocals for that song, and put it online tonight. Special request to all my friends out there partying, drunk dial me! It'll be fun! You should know the number. If not, ask.
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